socks with personality

love is something not to be distracted by. dont fall off your path cause one day theyre gonna...

Wed, 27 Mar 2013 23:30:32 -0400

love is something not to be distracted by.

dont fall off your path cause one day theyre gonna leave

but your feet will stick to the ground

weird dream

Thu, 14 Mar 2013 11:07:31 -0400

waking up after dreaming that i went back to my old job of about a year ago that i got fired from, started working without telling anyone and then my boss says he wants me to work for him again so i laugh at him and walk off to my new job but first the barmaid i worked with turns round and tells my i have vertical scratches all down my body and i ought to go to the doctors cause its just appearing on my as im talking as if by magic

dreaming that im telling you about everything in my brain then waking up to find you asleep, you wouldnt be asleep if we were in a dream i dont think.. or would you?

dreaming that paints dripping down my walls

dreaming that youre saying sorry and your brain is purging everything behind the bars

dreaming that youll do it again, and when you lose i will too

but now we’re waking and youre awake and im vertically striped in my eyes black and blue tears droplets rippling my eyeballs

i had this idea for a photo and an idea for a song and ive forgotten them all

bugger

Gap year I cant wait for.

Wed, 30 Jan 2013 08:07:26 -0500

Look into starting a business/opening a shop

Practice two types of dance religiously.

Read up on both types of dance.

Look into circus training.

Look at make up and music production courses.

Move out with Beth.

Find a part time/full time day job that fits in with current job.

Go on holiday/visit my friend.

Organize something special. :D

Do a marathon.

Do a charity event.

Go running with my dog every-morning.

Get dad to do something romantic for my mum.

Take grandparents to Ireland.

Make it such a good productive gap year that its not a gap year and I don’t have to give up and go to Uni.

just when you think you’ve changed someone reminds you you’re still you, i wonder how...

Mon, 28 Jan 2013 20:52:15 -0500

just when you think you’ve changed someone reminds you you’re still you,

i wonder how many different types of lonely there are like lonely old chatty men, lonely young reserved people, lonely women, lonely men, lonely children and animals, peas on a fork when youve eaten all their family..

rhyyyyyyyming wahaaa

Tue, 08 Jan 2013 17:42:37 -0500

id like to look inside

though youre wonderfully preserved

for someone whos mother is so reserved

for someone whos father left and lied

for someone whos little brother is still so blind

for someone with the world on their back,

in a homemade tyedye havasack

So i wouldnt risk you for all the words all the worlds ive seen, written and heard ive forgotten...

Tue, 08 Jan 2013 17:40:03 -0500

So i wouldnt risk you for all the words

all the worlds ive seen, written and heard

ive forgotten myself in your sound

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scars from the internal scratches of trying to get OUT

me from the future, the present and the passed OUT

lonelier to be alone or lonelier to lean with only means to an end…

Sat, 29 Dec 2012 20:10:31 -0500

lonelier to be alone or lonelier to lean with only means to an end…

...

Thu, 20 Dec 2012 05:02:51 -0500

put your faith in the fucked

mixing up stuff

Thu, 20 Dec 2012 04:57:17 -0500

cold late numb fuck it, youre lonelier in your watering hole where you beg noone to go than you ever were on your rainy day alone, afflicted by the irony and no longer occupied by life, just finite resources un occupied by oxyen blardy blarh sleep sleep

find me in the bottom of my eyes, on the rooftop of wonderland,

ive lost the world on my way - they’re saying im intense, but i dont care,

i’m looking through a different lense

let me express this, your gonna watch me flicker and youll learn to love this

3 minutes and 50 something seconds...

Mon, 17 Dec 2012 12:21:57 -0500

youre my friend who can’t word the pain,

youre the skin that doesnt feel the rain,

youre the one who elevates the room,

youre sound lifts the bad out of their bodies,

you’re the fixation their eyes are on.

pedastols mean you can fall, and laying on the ground means you can rise and neither is safe

Sun, 16 Dec 2012 10:26:47 -0500

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Cklb7L0OA1c&playnext=1&list=AL94UKMTqg-9Bspru35CWExpKYGnDt7pdz

sting in the brain, vomit bees

Sun, 16 Dec 2012 10:23:42 -0500

sting in the brain, vomit bees

renovaTION

Fri, 07 Dec 2012 06:54:05 -0500

redecorate your brain and paint in the pain

and you could be afflicted by the world on your back, much more than just a rainy day...

Tue, 27 Nov 2012 00:51:44 -0500

and you could be afflicted by the world on your back,

much more than just a rainy day indoors,

you’re fears are lonelier than you,

your tears trickle cold but never pour,

you won’t find cover from the dark,

but dont you worry

i’m still right here, my dear

you walked in like a shadow on the sun

I feel like sleeping beauty's baby

Mon, 19 Nov 2012 21:28:01 -0500

alterations cost so you buy the perfect fit,

only to look a little closer,

to find its far from being in perfect nick.

sad people dont do eye contact sunglasses aint just for the blind not in winter anyway hahaha now...

Mon, 19 Nov 2012 17:09:22 -0500

sad people dont do eye contact

sunglasses aint just for the blind

not in winter anyway

hahaha

now to stop playing word trivia

worked so hard to get to something i dont want,a future i have no interest in, im supposedly young...

Sun, 18 Nov 2012 20:07:09 -0500

worked so hard to get to something i dont want,a future i have no interest in, im supposedly young but i feel too old to learn anything new, i’m irritated by the fact people cant see how boring i am or wont admit it, its better to stop the car than drive over the bumps merrily until you hit a pothole then a tree, then thats the end of that, they leave the car for survival and the car burns down in the spot and leaves a little scratch on the pavement which in years to come will be reconstructed and changed, tarmacked and noone will know that under the tarmack there was a scratch of a car that was left after the owner refused to stop and leave it.

genuinely embarassed and boring, i worked so hard to get to something knowing its not what i want, its not what id like to be known for and the scary thing is i could die tomorrow and be defined by that, not even having people i love know i hated doing it so theyll just think its what i wanted to do and that i wanted to be square and go along with things like this when i dont, i dont want this at all, i just want to do things i enjoy.

everyone has hobbies and mine is almost this, sitting round hating the fact every hobby or something i partake in has to stop in order for me to carry on doing something i hate when i dont even want that much money, i want to be strong and do things i enjoy, to be healthy

Marilyn Monroe quote.

Thu, 15 Nov 2012 04:50:25 -0500

“I’m selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can’t handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don’t deserve me at my best.”

MY GOD.

No disrespect, RIP…you know, the lot…

But what a fucking load of bullshit, bad excuse for bad behaviour, re-written for what it means to teenagers today;

“I’m going to shag your best mate and always eat your food cause your bus takes too long to get here and when it does i’m hungry from all the sex ive been having with your friend, but you cant have a go at me for it because i think i’m fat…and tell everyone how fat i think i am.

I will tell you’re mum you smoke bud by accident over tea and then proceed to get drunk before i come see her every single time, only at which i will decide to striptease on the bonnet of her car after the lovely tea she cooks, i’m also likely to kiss everyone in sight on a night out, i will bitch about all my friends/everything to you then bitch about you to them.

But, if you can’t handle me being a crazy fuck and ruining your life for whatever period of time i’m in it, then we’re just not having sex.”

5.03am

Wed, 14 Nov 2012 00:05:30 -0500

I’m so nervous for the anniversary of moon and the chance I’ve got, jesus christ…

writing on this so i can look back and decide whether this is a smart plan or not, so absolutely nervey excited oh gosh what do i do arh!

you seem to be playing the only part im genuinely interested in

Mon, 12 Nov 2012 16:24:08 -0500

you seem to be playing the only part im genuinely interested in